Its been awhile time for update!

I know its been awhile since I have posted so let me give you an update and where we are as of today: We decided to take a break from Dr. and try on our own with no stress of having apts and other demands, while we were away we built our own home which is amazing lots of room for those one day baby shoes, Greg still holds his job and I have started working as a It Works distributor and love that I feel better than ever I truly feel God opened that door for me financially and personally. I have met some amazing women and men through my job which has truly been such a blessing for me. On top of the new job and New house I was able to purchase a new car or crossover. With all these changes and where we are in life we decided it was time to head back to the Dr. and try to build our family!

I called the Dr. and set a apt had blood drawn and a ultrasound to make sure I had no ovarian cysts, since it has been almost 2 years they wanted me to have another x-ray with contrast to see if my tubes were open since during our time out I had to have an emergency appendectomy and that can cause things to change. Well I went to day for that and was shocked to hear that indeed my tubes are now closed, that was heartbreaking to hear while laying there I started to cry. All I could think about was I am broken and because of me my amazing husband might not get to be a daddy or me a mommy. Once I gathered myself I was told there is surgery and other options to discuss with my Dr. and not to worry now days medicine is so advanced. I walked to the waiting room holding my tears and and got Greg and headed to the car all I remember telling him was I am so sorry im broken! As we got home he hugged me and told me we would make it through this and we will be amazing parents to a child no matter if it was our bioligical child or adopted.

I am truly blessed with an amazing man who is my rock and is there to pick me up when I am down!

I will head back to the Dr. the 29th and we will see what is next. please keep us in your thoughts and prayers and we deal with all this its not easy and we are trying to stay positive!


*sorry if this is not in 100% perfect grammer or spellings I just type as I think I use this as a venting letting it out and its not something I am asking to be graded on I just want to share my feelings and what we are going though.*

Hoping and praying!.....

Well I know its been awhile since I have posted since we took a break from the Fertility Dr........Well we have not stopped trying this month starting 3 days ago I got my first ovulation test positive alone with no meds! Today is day 3 of a positive ovulation test! We are hoping this is a sign and that this all natural works if not we are thinking of heading back to the Dr. in January new year new beginning hopefully with a +1 or more!

Update!

Well its been a while since my last post so I thought I would update you all.......Well we just got back from vacation and had a wonderful time but so good to be home missed my furry kids! While on vacation Greg and I decided we were going to take a bit more time off of meds and Dr. apts and spend more time on us as a couple! we will be trying just the natural way wish us luck and I will keep you all posted please continue the thoughts and prayers please!

On Hold!

With much discussion and thought Greg and I have decided to take a break from fertility treatments this month, we have mad this decision for a bunch of reasons. While taking this break we will be saving up money to move to IUI hoping that will do the trick if it does not happen naturally for us while we are breaking from treatment. I feel that my body needs a break and the stress is not good for me or our marriage.

Please continue to keep us in your thoughts and prayers!


Thank you,
Carissa


I will continue to post on decisions and progress!

Yet again I write this post with a heart ache!

Well as you all know today was my testing day have never made it to this point yet in the 3 months of treatment so we were super excited!!! I hardly slept waiting for this am to come I woke up at 4:00am and tested BIG FAT NEGATIVE! So disappointing I just sat there squinting hoping there would be a faint line but nothing, nothing at all! I then cried and went back to lay down Greg came home from work and I shared the news with him. Here we sit and wait for Aunt Flow to come and start round 4! If by some kind of amazing thing Aunt flow does not show up in a few days i will test again.



To help Greg and I with dealing with another disappointment we took a road trip to three rivers and had Lunch over looking the river, So nice to spend time with my amazing and supportive husband!

Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we morn this and move on, Please pray that round 4 is our time for our baby shoes! I will update with dr. apt and our next move!

Tomorrow tomorrow!

I HAVE NEVER MADE IT TO MY ACTUAL TEST DAY AND TOMORROW IS THE DAY AND NO SIGN OF AF!

Come on baby shoes.....!

So I have been on my lovely 2 week waiting period for a few days now and have pretty much been keeping my mind off of it all but at the same time keeping positive!  HARD but possible! I have been on the progesterone and that is so not fun hoping this works and i can be off that.......Can't wait to test and praying its positive!